
Hi Jerts & co.
I've been silent for a while. I really would like to go out of town with you guys . No question. But I'm just being practical too. I've spent a lot of money nowadays & going to a place where I have been twice is not a good idea. I know that you also felt the excitement I had when we plan for this. I actually prepared for our Gallera adventure. I bought clothes, I have goggles prepared. I've even planned to purchase a new swimsuit. And not only that, I've been day dreaming about it. I do also understand that you all have valid reason for changing the venue-for our own safety of course , & I will not argue on that. I wont lie that It caught me on shock that you come up with a decision without informing me, but anyways that's not the issue. For quite sometime I've been measuring everything, to go or not....I felt that I'm so selfish to deprive others of a wonderful experience of going to that place that's why I don't want to be the reason for any delays because of my issues... I'm sorry guys because I've never been honest enough to say this to you. I hope that you forgive me & have fun on your trip . Take care of your belongings - I lost my precious cellphone there. It's never too late to plan for another out of town trip. I hope this time it will all go well.. Love lots. aja. aja. 6__^
